Oh Lord have sinned!!!

People change.... i used to hear this all the time from my friends and i would brush it off thinking to myself that they are exaggerating things.  I must confess that i have noticed change in me.  Yes, i said it.  I have changed, completely actually.  I want to believe its for the better so stop guessing.  I remember some years back me and my girl friends we were all over town throughout the week.  It didn't matter the day of the week, we were just out there doing what most people in their youth do.  Partying and more partying.  Meeting new friends and growing the circle.  I did so many things, good and bad and for some, i regret.  Before you judge me, just know that i repented and i am sure the Lord forgave me and i am totally different now.

I am happy for who i have become.  I always remember to communicate with the Lord.  In the morning and evening, thanking him for loving me unconditionally and changing me to who i am today.  Even though i know i can never thank him enough, i just do it because no man can do what the Lord has done for me.  I am where i am in life because of him.

The reason why i am writing all these is because of what happened yesterday.  I had everything well planned for. You see there is this guy who has been pestering me to take me out for coffee.  If you have been reading my blog you will notice that i am dating someone.... and its a committed relationship.  No fooling around can be tolerated.  So yesterday i gave in to this guy's request and accepted to meet him for coffee.  All along i knew what i was about to do was wrong but i went through with it anyway.  I met the guy in a restaurant for coffee...  No sooner than the guy got there than i started to grow cold feet.  Like i honestly didn't know what i was doing there... I felt like i was doing something totally wrong and i wanted to run.  I guess the guy noticed and asked if i was ok but i asked him why wouldn't i.  Anyway, i downed my coffee very fast and in the process my boyfie called.  I woke up and went to the washrooms to speak to him but he noticed that the place was very quiet.  I had to immediately go back inside the restaurant.  Its then that i realized that i truly didn't wonna be there and had nothing to say to this guy.  I asked him to excuse me but i had to leave for home.  I must say that he is a clever guy because he didn't say much but thank you for coming...

So i guess it's me and my boyfie now and no more coffee dates or whatever you want to call it...

Come to think of it, i totally and completely love him, why not sit back and enjoy?... Nwho, let me wish everyone a lovely weekend..... see you all on Monday...