Avalanche

Is it wrong to want something so bad you wonna die? What do you do when your own guy who you have dated for only 7 months wants to make love only once/twice a week.  Damnit, my libido is on the high right now so i can't handle starvation... Yes, i said it!!!.  At his age am wondering what makes him not into these things..... and i expected a younger guy to be more active, what the heck?.....

How do some people live, i thought sex makes a relationship stronger...well, according to me.  Lack of it makes me a bitch, a real bad bitch.. I am glad my man has come to know that tiny bit about me...hehe, he tries to relate it to my tribe although i ain't sure that it's got anything to do with that... If i was married probably i would have it five times a week..Damnit, i just cant believe am doing a post on my horniness...or is it the E.L James Book? damn that woman....

The weather is just perfect for cuddling and especially at night... but what's a girl to do with this loneliness even though she is in a relationship.... and what sort of arrangement is this anyway...

Anyway, that aside.  Lately have been questioning my sexuality alot.  I mean, i know am straight but at the back of my mind i wonna fool around with girls... am i suffering from mid life crisis or something... it's all in my mind and even though i am completely, madly, insanely in love with someone, all these funny images appear and i want to in it... not sure what brought that up.... hope its just a fantasy and it goes away faster than Kim K's wedding to Kris..tihihi..

This coming weekend we are headed to the beautiful Nanyuki town for a weekend getaway with my boyfie... I am so looking forward to it.  Hope i take many pictures to share with you all.... otherwise let me wish everyone a beautiful day....

"Falling in love is like an avalanche where you have to run for your life." -John, age 9