Wow, its been a while since i last post something here... well, life is just a handful for me...kids, work and school...this ain't easy for me and sometimes i get home so warn out i just take a quick shower and get into bed. My daughter went to a boarding school and the small girl is still in a day school just within the estate. Alot has happened since my last post. Break ups to make ups to meeting new people. I met a special person and we have gone out for the last three months. I mean its all great and what have you but lately, i feel like we drawing apart... When we met he would call through out the day and weeks and so forth but that has changed with time... when we meet the spark is still there and all but after hat we don't talk until the next meeting. Not like i never wish to call or even text in between but, i always don't want to come out as a nag. I want to let things play themselves... I want him to be the one to call me since his work is more demanding and i don't want to interrupt him in between meetings and what have you... he claims to be madly in love with me but how comes i don't see that. Probably i am too judgmental and quick to dismiss people and i so hope that it ain't the case here. I love him and he has made me feel things no one else has managed to make me feel and i do sincerely hope that i am wrong here... that i am judging him too quick and he is into me just as i am into him... otherwise i don't like wasting my feelings where they aren't beeing reciprocated... i move on very fast regardless of the heartache..that i can deal with along the way hoping that he never comes back with a bucket full of stories....
Anyway, lets say that this was abit of a vent post and i feel much better now...
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